I don't mind if you don't care, as long as you know I exist, I'm happy.

Yes, Maybe I will not care about ____ any longer.
Fuck cares.
Last Week was just soo stupid.
Everything must end somehow.
But why did you walked passed level 3 again?
I don't geddit.
AARGGH.
I'm damn pissed okay.
But I shall not let it spoil my Raya mood. (:

Wtf, Sa2s are like bloody hell next week and I am so bloody hell not prepared.
The History Test has woken me up but somehow I'm still half asleep.

Okay tallyho.

And Selamat Hari Raya to all the Muslims in the world. (:


Somebody slap my face please.

You really blow my mind.

I need to find another reason to be happy.
I can't just jump to conclusions right?
Wait a minute, to be honest, i never did.
It was all just plain EXPECTING THE UNEXPECTED which was a wee bit expected but kinda unexpected.
Anyway, _ smiled at me first! :-D
and thanks alot buddeh for calling me heavy in front of her!
So unglam.
LOL.
We totally piggyback, okay fineee buddeh piggyback me from a113 until the 2nd fnn class during our 1 hour recess.
But it was fun :-D
Roaming around school and all.
Twice.

Anyway, maybe I'll abandon blogger SOON.
I dunno why.
Maybe I'm not such a blogger person & just use Lj. :-D

Cause you're my Mr. Brightside

[Beating Heart Baby - Head Automatica]

I'm simply Over the Moon Sun (:
We sooo totally smiled at each other and made eye contact!
Best day of the week (:
I have never grinned/smiled so much in my life. Okay maybe for now. (:

and good luck to those taking the English papers tomorrow (:


Best's new hair is seriously theee bomb digity!
My bung best friend. HAHAHA.
JK best JK! (:

"It's been so long," you said♥

everything is alright. please tell me that it's alright?

Ooooh my.
I am absolutely blithe right now.
Definitely, unequivocally ecstatic.
No more words can describe exactly how I am feeling right now. :-D
It was THE most gobsmacked thing that happened to me in awhile now.
:-)

Okay so I will not be online for the next few days cause of Sa2 & Raya so like maybe, just MAYBE I'll go online during the weekends. (: Which is impossible cause I'll be busy with Raya preparations. (: And today's study was productive. I was practically smiling my way through my homework. (: I can't help it. And to think that I 'don't care' and will 'give up'.

Anyway, I'll do a quick revision! (:
-Light travels at a speed of 3.0X10(8 on top).
- Images formed by a straight line is upright, virtual, laterally inverted & the same size as the object.
-
- Diffusion is the movement of particles from a region of higher concentration of particles to a region of lower concentration until both are equal.
- Osmosis is the process which smaller solvent molecules diffuse across a semi-permeable membrane from a more dilute solution to a more concentrated solution.

Okay thats it for today. (:

I shall try to stop being so insecure of myself and be confident. Today is a start.

It's still something?

[ Gifts And Curses - Yellowcard (: ]

I was soo depressed & gloomy this week. I'm pathetic, I know. I was being an emotional wreck for the crappiest reasons and some people actually cared and asked me. (: Best thinks I'm searching for 'something'. Wow. I wonder what I could possibly be searching for?

Yeah so moving on now, I am absolutely ecstatic like right now. :-D Like seriously. And for the up most craziest reason. Best would so totally LOL if she finds out which I think she already knows. :-D

The moon was unequivocally beautiful this week. The whole week. That is probably the only thing that made me happy this week. It was soo bright & big & beautiful that I had to take a photo of it.

And the conversation I had with Buddeh on Thursday got me thinking & thinking & thinking.
But why? I don't care. Well, I shouldn't.
Right?

Wedgie Wednesday (:

RIBBIT .
Ehmagawd . I just told Bestie something that I should have not told ANYONE . And now I'm feeling bloody awkwarddddddddddd . =/shit shit shit . she better not tell anyone . That is definitely my most deepest darkest secret . Okay then I shall talk about today . (:

I came to school later than usual and went straight to class to revise my Factorisations & Expansions since there will be a test after recess . Waited for Best to come from God knows where and to teach me whatever I've forgotten .

IT : big . fat . BORING .
Malay : Cikgu didn't come today so we had to go to the library and this was an opportunity for me to do more Algebra . :-D
Recess : More and MORE Algebra . :-D
Math : EXPANSIONS & FACTORISATION TEST . =O it wasn't so bad i guess ....? yeah .
Biology : Ms Wong didn't come today too so I used this one whole period to talk with pals . Since I was Algebra-ing to much the whole morning . Break , people ! -.-
English : We had to do this Compre thingy . Somehow time flew fast even though it was 2 whole periods .

Then after school , Best & I went to Queenstown Library to study . Well, mostly me . And this time it's Algebraic Fractions ! :-D What the bloody hell's the diff , they're all still ALGEBRA .
Trust me, tonight I may dream about Algebra and all the while pee in my pants .


This is Chris aka nevershoutnever . He is oh-so-adorableeee . He's only 17 years old and makes his own music . The songs are oh-so-adorable like him as well . (:



BigCityDream - NeverShoutNever

This song is heart-melting . (: Well to me .

you donkey raping shit eater.

History : Teachers' Day '08 with Bestie :-)

I'm mad. I really am mad. I'm practically enraged. Arrgh.
Why Why Why ...?

So yesterday Cik Linda & Fam, Cik Norli & Fam and Uncle Norris & Fam came to my house to buka. I found out at like 5.30pm and totally panicked. I can still watch Hannah Montanna & Wizards of Waverly Place some more -.- Thank God I rang mummy. Mummy & Daddy went to Ikea to buy stuff. So like everyone squeezed in my living room and we ate when its time :-) Only mummy, daddy, my brother, Cik Linda & Cik Pau sat in the kitchen. After that the dudes all were like watching soccer. Then Ira, Amirah & I went to my room and do stuff. Ira helped me with my Physics tuition homework. :-) She soo can be a Physician . :-D Then we talked about boys, school & told each other all the jokes we could remember. :-D I was like really persuaing Amirah to come to my school. :-D And I'm loving Ira's new phone ! It's sooo coooool ! I was superbly amazed by it. :-D

Man I can't wait for Raya ! B-D 2 more weeks! :-D

To Be The Part, You Must Play The Part (NOT!)

Hmm I shall start of my post with this .
Thank You Best for buying me the earpiece ! :-D :-D :-D

Lol, though you need to work on your not hinting part ? But it's okay . :-D
Soooo first thing in the morning, Best & I got a hardcore scolding from Mr Francis during PE. It's not cause of us not turning up for training, but its the part where we didn't tell him . I'm not going again tomorrow cause of fasting . =/ But its okay . I'll probably die out of dehydration running halfway, or maybe barely there. -.- So like yeahh gonna tell francis . Anyway, PE was alright i guess . We had to get into groups and make a gym dance or something like that . I had no clue with all these kinda crap so technically Partner, Zara & Olivia choreographed almost all . I have no idea why the word 'fairies' was suddenly in the dance but what the fib anyway .
Fast forward to after school which was ... ORALS . Good God . It was kinda freaky at first but it didnt turn out so bad in the end . Though I kinda panicked during the conversation . Dartbags . I think I screwed uppp . =/



Someone just thought me a new word . JACKING OFF .
And guess who that someone is ...? -.-

paper fags and plastic farts.

It's finally Term 4. How time flies? Well I think I should really be studying every single bloody day instead of sleeping. And sleeping. -.- but I can't help it. I come back home and change then I sleep. Yesterday I slept for 4 & a half hours from 3pm. Whoa. Today slept for only like 2 hours cause Bestie & I sent Buddeh home cause she had migraine and was super dizzy. Sorry I almost killed you just now at the escalator. =/ Hope you're feeling better. Dartbags. Friday's music and my my group hasn't even started yet. =/ Okay hopefully Partner brings the gawd damn camcorder.

okay goodnight :-D

Whirley Swirley

1 week of Puasa is finally over that means 3 more weeks until Raya! B-D Which means 4 more weeks until Sa2...? Oooh poop you. I'm not prepared of Sa2. Well, I somehowfeel like I'm not. Dartbags. Okay the holidays are soon to be over (in like a few more hours) and tomorrow is finally school. :-) Yay. Or Nay? I think I would die halfway tomorrow. =/ LOLZ recess is soo on for our thang right Buddeh & Partna?! So on! Like last year except better. :-) I won't exactly tell you what it is but it is cooool okayyy. B-) Maybe, just maybeeee I'll post the video. Whoopsy I gave you a hint already. :-) Okay whatever Dinah. Hmm so I'm done with the bloody coursework just now. Like finally.
Okay I'm done with Remember Me? in like 4 days. Since it was the holidays and all. I'm onto Shopaholic & Sister now. :-)

My sister is listening to 'Fall For You' on her laptop. I hate that song. It's sickening.
And Mummy's happily watching King Kong. LOLZ.

And Oohemmjeez! Tomorrow night at 10pm, Patd will be performing on Arts Central for this show called something Abbey Road. Yay! :-D Man I miss those cuties. B-)

Tags are all replied. :-)

Nobody Wins

Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right you belong
You would rather fight than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care
Now we're too far gone for me to save
And I never thought that we'd come to this
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you would rather fight, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)
Searching for the truth in your eyes
Found myself so lost to recognize
The person now that you, you claim to be
Don't know when to stop, or where to start
You're just so caught up in who you are
Now you're far too high for me to see
I'd never thought that we'd come to this
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins (nobody wins)
You never say you're sorry
Try to tell me that you love me
But don't - it's too late to take it there
Maybe there's beauty in goodbye
(no one's wrong or right, you're about fly, then you walk away)
There's just no reason left to try
(now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
You push me away
Another black day
Let's count up the reasons to cry
Look what you've missed, living like this
Nobody wins
(Now it's gone too far, look at where we are)
Nobody wins

Apparently my sister doesn't seem to give a damn about her work anymore since she's currently having an anti fc of her own at her workplace. Lets just hope she'll get accepted at The Police Band so she can travel all over the globe to perform . (:
Yikes, tuition at 6 tomorrow evening. ):
Remember Me? is pretty good. I kept on imagining if I had amnesia and woke up knowing that im 16 and still think that I'm 14? =0 Okay only people who's reading or read the book will get the drift. (:

Note To Self - Start cracking on the god damn coursework.
This is the reason why I will NEVER pick F&N as my subject for next year.

I Miss Lovelies ): && Best ! Yay for our plan otay ! :-D I'm Dead serious about it. (:

okay goooodbye, goooooodnight, for now. (:

blow blow blow

i just finished reading The Truth About Forever . it's still all over me though . i can never get over a book until like umm, 2 days ? yeah . i'll like start reading Remember Me? by tomorrow . ^^ today's buka food was awesomeee . :-D
nobody to go out with on saturday . best's has her family photo shoot, buddeh & partna has their family saturday (say what?) . man .
ask me out , anyone ? lol .
anyway, i've been feeling really sad & depressed lately . not in the mood y'know ? i think the only person who at least understands me is like best . thanks best . ^^
oohemmjees . i hvnt been studying . =/ maybe i'll start tomorrow or something . i'll wake up at like 10 or something .

ooh , how eggggciting .

i had a double cheese burger for sahur this morning ! yay me . sis bought it for me like at 2am cause she was out watching a MOVIE . without ME . so sad . lol . ohmygod . i can feel myself rotting already . holidays are so sickening and boring if you got nothing to do . and i am already starving . dinah , you are always starving . quoted by nuradelyn . :-D bestie you should cheer up . he's a coward i tell you ! stupid bloke afraid of a little commitment ! boys like that are worth calling sluts !

and best, NO i do not have menopause ! :]

flapping fish paste

okay so i am suppose to be doing the coursework but im not. and boosha im having the hiccups. =/ its only 1543hrs and in no time it will be buka. :] the only thing i will be looking forward the whole day. and tomorrow. and the next day. and so on and so forth. joy to the world i forgot my previous password (so smart of me to think of some stupid complicated one and forgetting it within 24 hours). i will be using blogger for now? yes suddenly i had the urge of using it. i have nothing against livejournal or anything except that i fell kinda weird knowing that people DO read my lj because of the friend's page. wah dinah like duhh thats why its on the internet? nonono, if thats what you may think but im using blogger because i like it better not knowing the knowing. :] that way i dont feel so weird.

okay picture time! which are super overdue.

friday's ,

so friday was teachers day and i went back to stamford eventhough i already said i didnt want to but yana convinced me too. poop. then met her after school at bugis. then met dazri and we walked to stamford. that flabbit yana's still the same. the talk too much yana. when we reached stamford, dazri and i actually didnt wanna go in but yana once again convinced us too. -.- from there we met kah sha . sooo , the 4 of us walked to bugis and went to macs for lunch. then the bms kids rang to tell us that they're still in their bloody school and will be late. so we ate and ate. then they rang us again and told us to meet them at stamford. yes we walked back to stamford for the like 2nd time and from there we met mikail. hung around stamford for awhile. talked to the teachers that bloody taught us. walau. i wonder whos the idiot again who told me that none of the teachers that taught our batch was teaching stamford anymore. but there were like at least 40% of them. so not bad. then we like catched up with them. and we camwhoredd. then eindra & friend, yana, arthur & friend and i walked to raffles hospital to meet dazri, mikail and luqman. hmm, i guess this year's trip back to stamford was kinda better then last year's. :] i dunno why. somehow i felt happy that i went there. i really miss the good old time. ooh well. :]