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070809's.

Credits to Aniela.

I'm not really enjoying my life now. I'm trying to ignore all the Goddamn bullshits that has happened to me. I'm sorry to those people around me who were affected by my sad and deppressed-ness. :(

On the bright side, Next monday and friday's a half day and tuesday's a holiday then the week after that is the september break which isn't really a break cause i must must hardcore study. Ah. Never mind, i must look on the brighter side of my day everyday no matter how f_ed up it is. Dinah fighting! :D haha.

what i am feeling now

three blown speakers and the one that works

I'm honestly a very mildly-depressed person but, i try my very best to always be happy. :)

I want to believe that there's still something real left surrounding me.






Please stop with this conflict.
It's just not worth it.

DODO BIRD

Hello adorkablyodd! I miss you! Haha. Well, this week was like CA2 week and i think i did really badly. like seriously man, 40 mins? And i realize my school's the only one that still use the term 'CA2' and 'CA1' Does that sound kinda primary school? Ooh well. I've got loads of pictures to upload and i might as well upload some here.

Monday:
There was a kenduri/family gathering at my house and it was really great to get to see all my relatives again.

Before the kenduri started.





After the kenduri, at night.

LOL~ My face is so epic.

meg & dia wannabes. HAHA.

dinah & ira~

Ira's mocking mats who wear air caps or whatever they call it. Haha.

Yesterday, after my organ class, met ira, amirah and ira's boyfriend, fauzi and we watched UP. The movie was soo sad and touching! It was really cute and funny too. UP was a very different cartoon movie from all the other cartoon movies. I like. Then after the movie, it took us like a long while to figure out where to go next. We walked from plaza sing to fort canning then to somewhere around central and to esplanade(not my idea). By the time i suggested going to holland it was to late. Hah. There was soooooo many gross mats and minahs there and almost all the guys had the same bloody hair. Eww. I mocked them endless times. They're just so mockable. Amirah and i kept on critisizing all the mats and minahs we saw which was everywhere. Esplanade was practically infested with them. They were playing their gross mats & minahs so i decided to Dinahfied the place a bit and played my blink songs on my phone. HAHA. Then we headed to marina to eat supper and we went home at 11. Pictures will be uploaded soon~~

Had to re-do my 2.4 on Thursday during PE. Ah, fuck it but i passed. Thanks Firkha & Jessica who ran some parts with me. :) Seriously, i need to make a '2.4 Playlist' on my ipod.

Friday was fun though the school celebrations were boring. Nura totally made fun of what was on _'s shirt. Haha. Firkha and Dania didn't wore ethnic costumes. I wore my punjabi suit and Nura wore her kebaya. Only 6 people wore ethnic costumes in my class. That's how spontaneous we are. Hah. I'm tired of uploading pictures, they're all on my facebook, okay.

Can't wait to sleep in tomorrow. My weekend's really free, as in i'm free from tuition and my organ class. CA2's starts on Tuesday. I should study.


How am i suppose to feel?

Part 2

From my camera.


The only homework i did was my ss essay on Northern Ireland and i would like to say that i am damn proud of it. HAHA.

I feel sleepy and i want to sleep for 12 hours.




I kinda miss being sick.