illusion

Today was the driest day of the week, seriously. I was totally wiped out the whole day, trying to not fall asleep. I was upset. Something was upsetting me. I wanted to tell somebody but as usual i will A)Get interrupted, B)The person will totally ignore me and not listen and C)They just don't get it. This is why i usually keep a lot of things to myself and i rarely wear my heart upon my sleeve. I always do try to but i don't feel. right? That's why i tend to write more and type more if not i will just crack anytime soon which i am about to but i keep myself from doing so. But usually if you talk to me, i will obviously talk to you back depending who are you and how close am i to you.
And Zara, you're right, "Dinah, you look very disturbed today."

Anyhoo! Maybe i shall make a group on Facebook. The 'Nobody likes waiting for me' group. HAHA i just thought about it the other day and today i was walking with 2 of my friends in the canteen then i stopped for awhile to browse through the pictures pasted on the board and thinking they were behind me i turned and was about to say something and they were already a distance away from me. :) That, apparently was not the first time. This made me want to make the group even more actually HAHA. I'm sure Olivia and Vy will join too cause they like to take their own sweet time to pack their stuff to get to the next class and nobody likes waiting for them and i'm starting to take my own sweet time as well. O_O

Okay i'm getting pretty stressed out for exams next week. Just thinking about it is freaking me out. I just can't wait til it's over. I feel like term 2 is just so long, or maybe it's just me. I can't wait til June! Hehe i have already planned out, well not exactly but roughly what to do. Tuesday's papers are History and Literature. Geez get a load of humans man. :/


Dear bh,

Somehow all that has happened in the past doesn't seem to really matter anymore cause you used to mean a lot to me but of course clearly it's nothing left but a memory now. But it's nice to know that you're fine and where we went never fails to trigger back my memory. It's been a year and i was doing good til we last met. I try to to hold back all feeling and i did. I guess i was tired and a bit mad last night to type yesterday's post and i've deleted it. And no i am not going but whatever it is friends or enemies, you will still stay at the back of my mind locked up for good.
But i'm still serious about the 10 years thing though. O_O

"I think what happened the other day was that we just missed each other i guess."
I guess your right.


Oooh and i have my first spammer on my blog. I feel so hounoured that people do read my blog and tagged it HAHAHA.